Just yesterday I was talking to my sister about how hard it is to process death. How it’s so hard to even accept the fact that someone is dead, that they’re no longer here and never will be again… Today, I found out that an old friend of mine passed away. I spent a good number of my days as a young girl with her and far more nights around a bonfire as a teenager with her, singing the songs that will forever define my life. I just cannot imagine a world without her, nor a camp without her. She was an amazing person and I can not even begin to process this. All I know is that death is one of the most unfair things on this planet. I will never forget you, or what you taught me, or those amazing nights of sisterhood, song, and your voice. You will be missed, so much. I don’t know how to handle this. I don’t know what to do.